and then this land gives me something different appasite (?) A long view - from somewhere else as if it goes on other to stop before it has started
the hill was as a soft bud in its distance folded amongst pulled taught its slight curve gave me significance - and then I did not know it only as a back of somewhere i thought i knew
and this suspension this unfoundness I kept in folds as a bud
and to open dilate as iris - as the light moves it changes its sense of perception my focal point brings the distant near through gradation until dark with my hands I feel I reach I try to grasp
this moment,
now is almost perfect ( in its incompleteness ) and I sit wait see how long I will inhabit it before time - tick - tock wards me off this moment and in a microcosm to share - small flecks of winter afternoon light upon the grass as green stars that waver in constant irregularity is a memory of sweet spring and summer green remembered
I could be here and tilt my head backwards let my eyes de-focus and silently make this treasure vast